six anxiety disorders
misunderstood…?

Sometimes I get frustrated because I feel one way on the inside but the way it comes off to others is something totally different. I get nervous and uncomfortable and I can tell that I am coming off as someone completely different than the way I feel inside. I feel like if people could just see who I truly am they would view me differently. Instead they just see this skewed and awkward view of who I am and they think that is me. I was diagnosed with social anxiety disorder six months ago so that may be part of the problem. It is hard to describe but I have this hope and joy deep down but I can never let it out or when it does come out something is lost in the translation. I haven’t had a girlfriend in two years and if things keep going the way they are I feel like I may never have the chance to meet a girl again. I have so much love i want to give and so much hope i want to share but i can’t ever find a way to convey it. people think i’m just some nervous wreck.

you sound like a really nice guy you need to calm down and remember people should understand and i think you will make someone very lucky you just need to wait to meet her. i wish you all the best and hope you find someone soon.